Short post this time. I just have to say, EMBRACE CHAOS. My lesson of the moment in my life. All is not order and "as it should be." Some days it's all you can do to get out of bed. High principles and morals are good but some days in the midst of survival, they just don't make the final cut. And my first step is to throw the peanut butter jar with the remaining gook in it into the trash, not the recycle. Horrors! Yet life is too short and brutal to waste this moment washing out the nasty stuff left in the peanut butter jar. I do want to make a difference; I just am not feeling it today. This does not make me a bad person or damn me to hell. It is not all or nothing this life. Get over it. You win some you lose some. Next time I'm having a really good day I'll put two jelly jars in the recycle to help readjust my karma.